Saturday, September 26, 2009
so busyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy..with work..and school..sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...
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Monday, May 04, 2009
Had a activity filled week =) .Went Running, played basketball, played Tennis....blah blah..i feel healthy.
But I don’t seem to lose weight??
I feel fatter in fact..and I don’t know why..even when I don’t eat a lot now..lik 1.5 meals a daY?? Hmmmm
Anyways I’m trying hard to mug for my exams..which I totally hate..i curse the person who invented exams to access how smart a person is..bah….waste of time..how am I suppose to do so many thing with just 24hours a day?
Anyone bother to explain???
Anyways..i’m sad..cos there are people in New Zealand who has the Swine flu..Hopefully everything will cease in June…sigh
I’m extremely tired..sometimes I just really feel like giving up..
I hate studying..omg….the thought of books make me sleepy already..sigh!!!
Anyways..gotta Jiayou Yinghua!!!!
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Sunday, April 12, 2009
Sometimes...i wonder what's the real meaning of staying alive..when we have so many problems...troubles..worries
why cant we just live happily..without having to worry for the future..
Was away for a short getaway in malaysia..
The long car journey allowed me to think..
to think over alot of things...
Taken at sunrise..but the sun is covered by the clouds..this would be a place i call paradise..
this is something that its hard to do in Singapore now..
We have to do everything in a rush..we hav to rush to everywhere...and we dont have time to just stop..and THINK..to reflect..and to plan..we live a hectic lifestyle
i dont like this life..
i was walking along the beach in Cherating..Beautiful place..clean water..nice sand..great sun...but most importantly..quiet..
went for a run along the beach...sit down to read a magazine.. swim..pick sea shells..
i wanna do this everyday..
and i dont wanna come back...
i want this kind of life always..no stress...no worries..nothing..
i'm really tired..
and i wonder how long i can hold on..
and..i realise i'm the easiest gal to please in the world..
choosing a hotel with my colleagues daughters and wife was troublesome..
need a big toilet...aircon..beach view..got mosquitoes? clean? blah blah..
went to a few hotels to choose..and i think i just say ok to every one when they asked me..
omg lo...
i'm so easy to please rite? i'm not picky..not choosy..as long got place to slepp, cannot complain already..
and we are in Malaysia..kampong area..what are they expecting?? 5star service??
bah...
imu...and i want tot go running along the beach with you...
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Tuesday, April 07, 2009
thr's just so many thing that i want to do...so many places that i want to go...
but just nobody to go with me..
what a sad life..
and i just recieve another red bomb...sigh!!
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Sunday, April 05, 2009
i am tired, busy, stressed ...everything..and i don understand why u r feeling like shit? what happen?
meeting up has been really hard not only for you but with my frens..but they are not complaining, cos they know that im busy,...but u r not!! dont pressurise me..i don like people to give me unwanted stress...
and i don understand what is wrong with u..why r u feeling all these? what's happening in your life that u cant feel the light anymore...u cant see your path, n u wan to leave this world??
i don wan to regret this decision, of going to sch, and losing all my free time..i am really fucking tired..and i'm sad that u r not giving me the support i needed..
life is simple..jus be strong..and work for wat u care most..i'm trying to do that now..
don be affected easily..and don be like shaun..which i totally detest...
be well my friend..
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Its the weekends...and its passing again soon =(
i had the best sleep in ages.
slept f0r 14hours straight..omg.
but now my head is hurting..think i slept too much???? hahah
but ok la..at least i had enough rest..
i have no motivation to study..sigh.
really feeling lazy..
but i still gotta jiayou!!
may go to starbucks later! to study!!! hope its useful!!
Joc~ i'm going to Sydney and New Zealand..hahaha.
Wanna go tog?
Will be going in june..17days of fun!! woots
I wanna do THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
teleport me thr now PLEASE!!!
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Friday, April 03, 2009
YAY!!I’m going on a long trip…
17days of sun, sand, beach, snow, rain heights, fun, love and laughter!!!!!
I’m so excited..and looking forward to my trip..
June, will you please come soon..
BONDI beach…Hot Bodies, Darling harbour..good food!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Blah blah blah!!!
I’m so excited!!!! hahahhah
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Sunday, March 29, 2009
i want to tell you badly..how much i miss u..
how much i yearn to see you..
how badly i want u..
but i wont be able to do all these =(
its an unfair life =(
sigh
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Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Me with Darling Lisa =) 
Some random happy pics with my colleagues =)people that make me happy ..=)
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I cant see the light anymore..
its not just, me & me & me now..
its me, sch & work..
i'm tired..i'm drained...and i wish for all these to end..
3years...
i gotta wait 3 years...
nowadays..rain seems to have a greater impact on me..
i feel extremely moody..sad..lonely..
i hate getting wet when i'm wearing heels..carrying a LV bag...and wearing office wear..
i only like to get wet..at the beach..or at the pool...wearing my bikini..
Can the rain stop torturing me??? sigh..
work is stagnant..i'm tired..time flies...and work seems not to decrease..but piling higher and higher..i dont like this feeling too..
there doesn't seem to have enough time for anything..
i just want to lay on the beach...and watch the ships pass by..
i just want to lay on my bed..and dream of the happy times i had with u...
I miss hanging out with Lisa...just the 2 of us..and we'r all so busy..
i hate being an adult..
i hate growing up...
i hate paying bills...sch fees, and credit card bills...
i want all these to end..
i want my old life back..but without U!!!
i like the way your eyes glow,
the way you look at me..
the way your lips move when you smile,
and the sound of your laughter in my ears...
i like your touch,
and the warm feeling after that...it seems to stay for long..
and i want that feeling to be there always..
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Friday, February 20, 2009
woots...once again..i took a long time to blog..but oh well..at least i bother..heheheHave started sch, in case some of you r not aware..and i'm feeling damn stress..with the large work load, and have to go to sch..i'm feeling drained!
so much events coming up..so much paperwork..i wonder till when i can hold on..sigh..
i miss the stress free life..
i'm looking forward to all kinds of trips...be it just a short trip to JB..or a far trip away...as long as it is a trip, i will be satisfied..sigh..but it will be hard to plan la..with school commitments eating up a big portion of my pay..sigh..
gotta wait for 3 years lo...hope i can see the fruits of my labor soon..am going to a 2d1n trip to Malacca tml.
at least got trip la..i mus be contented...hmmm
talked on the phone with mummy Karen 2days ago.
I missed her..miss her cooking..her jokes...her teachings...sigh..
it will be hard to meet up now, with sch and work and sch and work..i dont seem to have enough time to do anything..not even sleep..sigh..
and sometimes..i do miss S*..he was after all part of my life for sometime..and he made me the woman i am now..so yup yup..
i miss Ryan too..sigh...
okay..i miss Lisa too...seem to neglect her..sigh..
ps i have the time to write now cos Bryan is using my com, and i cant do my work without my com, so i'm blogging lo..kns..he hogging my com..lol
anhd i want a new PHONE!!! mine spoil le la..
keep hanging..sigh..and its super slow..SIGH!!!
and i wan this!!!!
E63?? (RED)
http://www.nokia.com.sg/get-support-and-software/product-support/e63_support
or
E71?? (BLACK) Sigh
http://www.nokia.com.sg/link?cid=PLAIN_TEXT_1059130
i want i want!!!!
sigh..okay back to work!
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Wednesday, January 28, 2009
i want it to be CNY everyday!!!0 comments
Monday, January 05, 2009
I'm so CONFUSED!!! sigh0 comments
Friday, December 26, 2008
I'm sick at home..hence this posts...so bored..but cant go out..sigh..there's a million places that i wanna be right now..and its definetly not home..Sch starting in a few weeks..time flies..i'm going back to schooh after a year..i'm not sure if i'm looking forward to it..cos i know it will be damn tiring..and i will be damn stress...
things seems to be getting complicated..and i dont want to be twril-ed in this complicating cycle..
can someone please enlighten me..
sometimes..i dono why people live...to be loved...or to love people..
i longed to get support..
yes i longed..
but it doesn't seem to be happening..
My Europe trip has made me yearn to go back again..yes..i shall save for my next trip..
hehehe..
i'm really looking forward..Paris? hmmm..
I miss Lisa..sigh..i hate to be sick..argh! stupid stomach flu..make me puke and puke..
i feel lost at times..and i dont see the light.
but when i see you..i see a glimmer of hope..
just a small one..but it fades as time passes..
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Sunday, November 23, 2008
Its the end of November already..soon it will be December and then year 2009..How time flies..
How fast we have grew..hahah..
So busy at work..work dont seem to end..but piling up instead..so many deadlines..sigh..and everyone seems to be in the festive mood already..
Hurt myself many times on Thurs..my nails having internal bleeding now..
i guess when your too engrossed with work..you dont seem to realie that you got hurt rite..hmm..
anyways..i'm thankful that i have supportive colleagues..
They are fun..haha..thks god! if not i'll probably rot in office..
Met up With Lisa ytd..=) its always fun to meet up with her..haha..We bought lingerie again..seems like we always buy that when we go out together leh..lol..
Anyways..i like my new lingerie..hehehehe..
*evil smile*
I feel sad..when i'm not the priority in your life..
sigh..
i have so much to share with you..but sometimes i cant even talk to you without interruption for 5mins..how sad rite..
i know your busy..guess your alwasy busy..
i wont disturb u le lo..=(
I'm looking forward to Christmas..hehehe..
Festive mood leh!!
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Thursday, November 06, 2008
okok..here are the pics..enjoy!!
BTW..it was also a celebration for Koh's and Raymond's Bird-day!!
Happy Bird-day DUDES!!!!
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It was a stressed-full week.
Lots of paperwork..stacking up..my desk is getting messier..=(
Boss's away..but it seems like when he's not here..i have more work..hahaah
hope he enjoys his trip lo..
Steamboat on Wed with Khakis was SUPER FUN!!!!.
Thanks to the gang..jokes and more jokes..laugh till our stomach hurts..hahaha..The food was not bad..the best thing is..the restaurant has air-con..imagine eating steamboat along the road..so bloody hot la..hahahaha..
Its Thurs today..Gonna attend a wedding on Sat..ok..i'm excited..Cos i can wear my new dress..hahaa...i just went treading..gonna do manicure soon too...
i love my new dress u knw? but it emphasis on my hips..which i dislike..sob..
I'm looking forward to a short getaway..i dono..anywhr's fine..as long as i can enjoy!! and be away from this stress life..
i'm still feeling sad and down..but i will continue to work hard..
Hope Emi***** reply me soon..hehehe...
Hope to Reply SIM's letter soon too..
I'm so EXCITED!!!!
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